It makes me happy to help someone get off. I had sex with girls until I sucked a dudes dick. It was not 3 inches in my mouth and I decided I liked cock. It was not a hard choice to be straight or gay, I sucked another guys dick and fucking loved it. If I had to be gay so I could suck dick than I am gay. I let a guy buttfuck me because it was the only way he would let me suck his dick. I didn't expect a man's dick up my ass would feel so good. Maybe I was meant to be gay otherwise it would not of felt good. Ether way I am gay because I want to be gay.